It feels like the pieces of Allison are slipping away, one by one. It's not as though she expected people to be forced to linger in a place where they have lost so much - Chris Argent more than most - but the further they get from her, the further away Allison feels.
Part of her is almost dreading the funeral, because that's the moment where all of this will probably become real, and Lydia doesn't want it to be. She wants to be able to take back that scream and bring back her friend, but that's not possible.
(Well, it's possible. But she's not sure she wants to ask Peter how he did it. She doesn't have a feeling he'll be all that helpful, and if he is, the cost will be far too high, for her and Allison both.
Allison deserves to rest, after everything she's been through. Lydia doesn't have the right to take that from her. She died trying to save her best friend and Lydia doesn't want to cheapen that. But at the same time, Allison also deserves to live.)
"It isn't fair," she says softly, drifting a bit from the initial conversation to the weight of her own thoughts. "That people like Peter get to live and she has to die."
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Part of her is almost dreading the funeral, because that's the moment where all of this will probably become real, and Lydia doesn't want it to be. She wants to be able to take back that scream and bring back her friend, but that's not possible.
(Well, it's possible. But she's not sure she wants to ask Peter how he did it. She doesn't have a feeling he'll be all that helpful, and if he is, the cost will be far too high, for her and Allison both.
Allison deserves to rest, after everything she's been through. Lydia doesn't have the right to take that from her. She died trying to save her best friend and Lydia doesn't want to cheapen that. But at the same time, Allison also deserves to live.)
"It isn't fair," she says softly, drifting a bit from the initial conversation to the weight of her own thoughts. "That people like Peter get to live and she has to die."