He watched her, trying to drink in every move she made until she caught his lips with hers. He still felt jittery, and more than a little tense, but Natalie knew better than anyone how to keep him focused in spite of the ADHD and all of his problems, and moving slowly helped at a time like this. His hands itched to move, but he still had trouble trusting himself with them, so he left them there while he kissed her back, grip tightening and loosening up again in turns.